Do you relate to A ♂irl Like Me?
I have this feeling that I’m constantly being unheard, which irritates me most in this twisted life I live. Yes, I’m back in my feels, but this time something’s different; something’s missing. I finally differentiated that one feeling I questioned, way back when, that changed my perspective forever. It was a mix of two distinct emotions. The spectral colors I see when defining these emotions are pink and red. Red is an intense color with an intense physical feeling, this feels like pain to me. Pink is a color that’s sweet and comforting with a silky physical feeling; this feels like desire to me. This time red was missing, which makes the feeling dull. When these two colors mix something new and really addicting is created. I call it lust, otherwise known as the original drug. I don’t like the way this makes me feel; weak and vulnerable. Once I reach the crest in my wavelength I become easily swayed. Without the red to mix with the pink, I’m just a ♂irl who wants to love.
But what about what you said before?
Of course A ♂irl Like Me was playing and a song started playing that I forgot I added. I played this song over and over again until my bluetooth headphones died. The track was We Ride, the final song in review by Rihanna. My playlist is complete and you can now listen to it in full at the top of this page. It’s the type of song that you play when you feel like crying even though you don’t cry. Instead of crying you obnoxiously sing the lyrics while unstably dancing around the house with a half empty glass of one of those special drinks you make. Anyway, this vocals in this track were amazeballs, and the vocal control was on point; it gave me goosebumps. This song gives me 90’s feels that I was too young to experience, even though it was a 2005 bop. It’s one of those classics you only listen to in moments like this.
If you don’t really know someone you can’t claim to love them. The gag is, you’re filled with lust. You fall in love with the idea but chase after the desire. Once you satisfy your desire and numb your pain, most times you run away from any sight of love, especially when you’re still young. Don’t numb your pain, trash it! The four extended tracks on the playlist are all songs about love in some context; loving too much, loving too little, falling out of love, questioning love, etc. Each extended track gives you something to think about. Is red really a color depicting love, or is pink not getting the recognition it deserves?